What is your daily motivation and does it work?
12.06.2025 03:06

At 9 pm i sleep with teary eyes with unfulfilled goals and sad heart,😞{I am literally crying while writing answer}
I realise I am too lazy and cant woke up early.
I woke up early with dream of IIT.
What was the first Native American tribe to inhabit Long Island, NY?
Is this motivation works let's see
But after knowing this whole things I can't study and waste my time on mobile but I don't know why
But I become depressed when
I think about my parents sacrifices and dream to make them happy.
At the end I just pick mobile and waste some time and then go to school.
My younger brother want to asks doubt about study but he can't cause he thinks I am studying .
This cycle keep going in my life
After coming back home I started to scrolling on YouTube and then I realise that time is 7 pm and I done nothing and I become sad.
I see my parents woke up early from me .
What do all Indian parents have in common?
my mom want to do urgent call but she can't do cause she thinks I am studying on mobile(i use my mom mobile) .
I am currently studing in class 12th and I don't motivate from only single thing.
So for removing this sadness I again started scrolling and eat food.
Why am I so afraid that gun owners have set traps to kill me outside my house or my car?